Permission...

I need to give myself permission to relax a little. I'm pretty fun-loving, but I also think it's a little squashed because I have too much to do right now. MWH and I have been discussing a change to my status at work for months (probably a good year or two actually), but I still have trouble really thinking about it. Why must I be so stressed about it? I'm taking the first "official" step today and talking with someone else who has already made the change... (It's not a big/huge change, but it still scares me.)