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I am not allowing myself to blog and publish some of my thoughts today.

All I'm going to say is that K (30 months) is not a sleeper.

I am very very very very tired.

I have cried at least 6 times today.

I have said things that I sort of regret. Not horrible things, but kind of like, "Oh my, did I just SAY that?"

I NEED some sleep.

I am too stressed to take a nap (been trying for the last hour).

More when I'm in a better place.