Roller Coaster

I feel sort of roller-coasterish in terms of my emotions. Some moments I am okay with everything and then seconds later I feel incompetent, overwhelmed and ready to cry. This is very unlike me. I feel better than I did on Sunday, but still a little shakey. I don't like this and I can't wait until I get "my groove" back. I am hopeful that the hormone wackiness will sort it self out soon. K (29 months) does seem to be weaning... Of course, even though I want this, I feel guilty about it. She isn't weaned, but we are down to much less nursing a day. She isn't complaining or asking. I shouldn't feel guilty right????